Chapter 210: Alone

Short extract of the poem above:


"Perhaps in the interest of loving oneself, perhaps all those sappy slogans from preschool over to high school's groaning were tokens for holding the lonely at bay. Cuz if you're happy in your head than solitude is blessed and alone is okay.


It's okay if no one believes like you. All experience is unique, no one has the same synapses, can't think like you, for this be relieved, keeps things interesting lifes magic things in reach. "

I am loving how lonely I am right now. Far from lovable people who often text me, in my room alone typing and sipping with a hot cup of Milo. I do miss him texting me even when he was busy at work or waking up in the middle of the night to my message or having long phone chats. It was silence between us lately. Occupied, I guess? I said something wrong, hopefully not? Or he has moved on? Time tells how it will turn out to be. I just wished he will be alright wherever he is and whoever he is with.


I miss you, my guardian.


~from your lil angel