Chapter 202: confuse mode

30th Nov 09.

I was in a confused mode today yet excited.

First, went out with my guy cousin today during the day. Will not know him if my cousin didn't marry his brother though. He was my type of guy I like but we are now binded my blood ties so I guess, it's different.

Second, ex-colleague (or rather not, 'cos I didn't work with him) and he texted me; " I was wondering if we could be an item."

Just as I enjoyed my singlehood, I do want to be something to someone.

From 1 long term crush to 3 consecutive heartbreaks to twice failed pre-arranged matchmake (believe or not, I was the one who destroyed their idea *evil grin*), I believe staying single is my BEST option for now.

Yes, I was being matchmaked. Twice. Terrible them. In this era??? How can they think of an idea as that?!!

L.O.V.E

Something I will not want to talk about now. I choose to recognise infatuation, crush, flings for now.

I wish to be alone for awhile.