Chapter 201. It's been a long time though since I write in my blog.
Work, family, work, personal and more work I guess kept me buried and I buried my face in the prayer mat.
Being more closer to GOD. I feel sense of satisfaction and calmness last Hari Raya Aidiladha without anyone/anything trying to hurt me with those nasty words. Remembered those 2 consecutives years where I got all hurt over some immature guys, sorry to say this.
This year's Ramadhan was similar to those 2 years but I managed to control myself, the feeling and what do I get now, I emerged as a winner. I knoow deep in him, he loves me. But time will tell if our fate stays strong together. He is a gentleman with patience, understanding, a rare kind I must admit. But me being the stubborn me, with a mission this year to complete, I shall not embrace this feeling as yet. Time will tell.
Sitting on bed, typing on laptop on the day I was born 21 years back, brought many memories. 2 decades has passed and whatever good came from it, I shall bring it along. Whatever bad memories, it's better to move on. Shouldn't linger in our mind for so long, it will bring depression.
Often at work, I get people saying if I am older than what I look like whenever I opened my mouth. It's the other way round if I were to silence myself depending on my size.
I learned from life, if you want to speak, find the right words. If you going to hurt someone, better not talk lest you are praising the person with good words.
Mature. a BIG word. Everyone in one way or another learn how to be mature. Time will tell. It depends on individual, whether you learn from your past and look ahead or just enjoy through your life, taking for granted what is happening around you.
Your mind controls your maturity. Your heart controls you.
Indeed, I have so much to blurt out on this beautiful afternoon.. I shall end my post here. Will definitely write in again. This blog wouldn't close, I promise.
A promise is a promise. Not compromises.
P.S happy birthday to me :)
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